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Name: Desiree
Birthday: 6/17/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance, act, sing, travel, earn$, friends, photography, sports
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
4/3/2007
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| I will make this fast, cuz
i have moved to a new blog add.
www.desireeln.livejournal.com
dun ask why. See and you will know. | | |
| Everything was a blur, as usual.
I will make this a fast one. Cuz i am running out of time.
2007
ups and downs, thats expected isn't it. But it is also one of my busiest year. I was done with my poly, met new friends (bobby's), worked, DANCE, DANCE, decided to go OZ for my degree, DANCE DANCE DANCE, parties (crazee countdown, bday celebrations etc), so much tears (i will never never never in my whole life forget my farewell gifts, esp from my special group of friends in NRA), adapting to my new life in OZ, meeting great friends (ade, shu, wendy), reuniting with old ones (carm, van, siyin, yining), becoming domesticated, completing a semester, joining SAS, more sickoz gatherings etc. busy. Yet, it is significant.
2008
More SAS to come, with all the prep, events that we have to org. FUNKAMANIA 2008, this is definitely stress shit. Getting my degree and deciding on my next and almost final path. This is scary. It will definitely be one of the highlights. Travelling. HOW I WISH TO TRAVEL. and and and, my 21st. gawd, this deathly progression. Beatphonik, and more dancing to come. I kinda predict so many things that will be happening in 2008. Be it good or bad, i will take them all. Anyway, its all part of living. To be lost, and to pick things up again. I just hope that my support will always be there.
i want to thank all my friends, from the bottom of my heart. I am not who i am if i dun have the support from you guys. Be it big or small, they are all significant. Thank you. I also hope that i can provide much support to you too. I am sorry for those i have hurt in 2007, and i will work harder in 2008, to be a better person, to be a better friend. | | |
| Yes, i am back in Singapore. And i did nothing but dance. Dance. DANCE. Met up with sickoz, bobby's, brothers and of course my dance mates, but still waiting to meet up with the breakfast gang though.
Have you ever experienced a flood full of emotions, feelings and activities that even blogging about it feels like a chore? There are so many little things that i am grateful for. But i think, it is best left in my heart. Cheesy as it may sound, but you don't know how i can be moved easily, how i can love easily, and how grateful i can feel easily. Hate hasn't been playing a major part in my life. How i wish i can do what i say, about moving on and becoming emotionally stronger. i must reiterate this- i am a lady. Ladies are made of water and emotions, i guess this saying is right.
Can two similar be one whole?
i love school, i wish to go back to the past. But this thought is useless, futile, unnecessary and immature. How can i flippantly say that? All i need to do is to appreciate the present.
I am so wrecked. Happily wrecked.
FUNKA! NO TIME! PANIC ATTACK!
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| okay, so here i am blogging after nth weeks. Life has been kind to me, with great friends, crazy nights and women moments. But what is really taking over this part of my life is dance. With battlegrounds just round the corner, i can't help but feel that time is ticking away in lightning speed. I miss singapore and the people in it, but at the same time, i feel apprehensive, scared, doubtful and wary about what to expect. It is like getting use to another lifestyle all over again. Readjusting lifestyle is not easy, it is like mental jetlag. I don't know whether i can pick up the pieces i left and place it together properly. All i know is that, turning 2008 and soon becoming 21 will be a hell of a ride. Yes, i got it! i feel like i am seated on a roller coaster ride, buckling up and preparing to inch up to the top of the curly racks.
I am blogging now, munching on my third apple of the day, feeling guilty about the huge korean meal and side tracking into my shopping list. June and December are my favourite months because these are times when i get the kick out of shopping. I am not so much of a shopper, but it seems like i will morph into one every 6 months. Oh wells. I am scheduled to fly on the 11th December, and i have not even start packing a single item. My luggage is still hidden behind closet doors. Oh gosh, i shall start this week, i have learnt not to procrastinate that much. i guess.
i love girly hangouts. i think, i will miss melbourne as much as i miss Singapore.
=D see you in singapore. Its rockin' time. | | |
| I like the city because i am a proud singaporean. But i don't like the city because dwellers seem to have too little time for themselves. I can confidently say that i prefer melbourne to sydney. Yes, sydney has better shopping, commercial beaches and MNCs, but i don't see sincere people. People are what makes a city, a city. What a pity though, because they are really not lacking.
But anyhow, i really had a good time. I love travelling. I may sound like a spoilt brat now, but how i hope i can lead a jetsetter lifestyle- being able to travel once a year. What i really want to do now is to dive. I am addicted to diving. Please, if you love the sea, and you love to do sports, try diving. And i really want to go HK and Japan!! Next would be France and UK.
I am stuck with decisions again. Should I, 1) backpack for a year after my basic degree 2) cont masters is marketing 3) start on building my career in property. i need opinions!
And yah, i will now only reveal myself to people that i am close to, and prevent others from info overload. | | |
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